I'm too tired to speak in code, so I'll just avoid the subject...
Song lyric of the moment-"And you, and you, and you, you're gonna love me"-Dreamgirls

I really, REALLY dislike the use of the acronym FML. It's just as easy to say "fuck my life," as it has the same number of syllables. It just seems lazy, especially when done in real conversation (internet convos don't annoy me less, though). Seriously, unless you're posting to FMyLife.com, FML is pointless. Don't do it.

Having said that, fuck my life.

I get it. I really do. I'm a good listener. I'm a problem solver. I'm the responsible one who will look out for you because I like you and it's the right thing to do. Sometimes I get good advice. Most of the time, I like being that person. It's a good person to be, I believe. It's just...am I everybody's big sister? Everybody keeps saying I'm such a good friend. They respect me. I'm so nice. I'm too nice. What do these things even mean? I will act like a complete jerk, and people STILL say this stuff. Am I so bad at being not nice that everyone mistakes it for nice? Is the only way to get past this to show my true, jerky self? Okay, I suppose that's kinda an exaggeration, but I feel like the kid who's trying to taken seriously while everyone calls her cute (something else I'm often called). Dr. Bailey isn't that kind of doctor.

Of course, I'll wake up tomorrow and realize this is a stupid thing to be complaining about. People think you're nice? What a tragedy! I guess...I guess I just want to be seen as something more.

-Dr. B